XE

nice picture :D

♥

I REALLY LOVE THIS PICTURE
SO COOL AND CUTE
I WILL SAVE IT ALWAYS ;)

MY FRIEND MAKE IT

MATIAS ABEDNEGO

THANKYOU SO MUCHHHHH 

I PROUD OF YOU

NEW CLASS , NEW FRIENDS

Baru ada waktu nih buat update blog lagi . Oiya aku mau cerita nih tentang sekolahku yang baru . 

sekarang aku udah SMA bukan SMP lagi  , senengnyaaa 

tapi capeee banget jadi anak SMA -_- 

banyak banget tugasnya

mau tau ga aku sekolah di mana kelas berapa ?

aku sekolah di SMAK 2 BPK PENABUR KELAS XE :D

Aku punya banyak temen-temen baru 

temen yang baik dan asik banget :*

ya memang sih ada yang nyebelin juga

tapi ga apa-apa deh

supaya kelasnya lebih berwarna

hehehehe

iya ga? 

ngerasa nyaman dann ga nyesel deh punya kelas kaya gini

Kelas XE tuh narsis banget , bisa jadi paling narsis diantara kelas yang lain :b

hampir setiap hari fotoooo'

its so fun \m/

this is my happy experience hahaha

but im feel so sad too

because ..............

temen aku namanya "..." tiba-tiba marah

cuma karena aku jailin diaaaa

padahal biasa aja kaliii

orang aku cuma bercanda

tapi mungkin ini bisa jadi pelajaran buat aku

supaya ga jail sama orang

hahahaha

aku udah ngantuk nih 

lanjut nanti yah 

masih banyak yang pengen aku ceritain

bye oyasumi !

Sweet Letter For You ♥

To     : You

From : My deep heart

Hi ... how are you ?
Hope all of ur time is the best and nice always

Do you remember me ?
Do you remember when we play together ?
Do you remember when Im angry to you ?
Do you remember our conversations ?
Do you remember u ever say to me if u never leave me ?
Do you remember Im the one person who is hate hear "Goodbye" from you ?
Do you remember Im the one person who is happy hear "Hi" from you ?
I hope u always remember , like me always remember it all

Do you know ? since we lost contact , I really miss you
Can u feel the same as my true feelings ?
I cant forget you
I want to talk with you again
I miss that one moment
Im feel so bored without you

This is all i can say now
I promise,
If I still have a chance,
I will send my feelings more 
Im sure , You will feel happy when u read this letter
Even u hate me
Because .....
I write this letter from my deep heart

I love you .... :* ♥

Valentine Day is coming

Tomorrow is day where every world celebrate it. Tomorrow is Valentine day , 14 February .
I think my valentine can't be something special , because I dont have anything special for tomorrow .
But , Is there something special when Valentine Day?
No , something special is where we have something we want . Example : Likes boy , lovely person, and others

For u : my like boy --> may u be mine????

A person i use to love

Are you well? Is everything okay?
I long for your nagging that I was so sick of
You used to only know me alone
But are you doing well without me?

I regret thousands of times a day
I live every day as I realize that you’re not here
It’s right for me to leave for you but
I guess I can’t live as I forget you

The person who used to love me is not by my side but
I still can’t forget you, I can’t forget you
If only I can see you at least once more
If only I can see you, if only I can see you again

It hurts so much and I can’t forget it
The complaints that you made several times a day
You looking at me as you smiled in my arms
Your two eyes on the day we broke up

The person who used to love me is not by my side but
I still can’t forget you, I can’t forget you
If only I can see you at least once more
If only I can see you

Because you were there, I could always smile
Because you were there, I was the happiest
Through you, my life was liveable
The person who I used to love so much

DREAMING

I was looking at my dream that is being deemed far away
And I was standing blankly
I don’t have anything left any more
I thought about giving up everything, but
I am standing up again
Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day
As I’m thinking if it’s going to end like this
A fear constantly comes
I’m hesitating but
Deep inside my heart
There’s an unstoppable beating
that drags me forward
Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day
Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day
Towards the dream that I am going to meet some day

We will not go down in the night

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether theyre dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on whos wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze
 
We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Don't Cry

I want you to stay tonight
I want you to say that ”i’ll be here”
I need to hear it 
Let us go outside and see
See the stars that glows and feel with love
I don’t wanna miss it
Hey wait up wait up don’t you run too fast
Because i care we care though the story must go on

Don’t cry , I want you to know that we still need ...

Fun Shit Freak Damn Love Story (┌˘▽˘)┌♥┐(˘▽˘┐)

One day , I found someone new . He is from Japan . Almost every day me and him chatting . He ask all about me  until He ask me for being his girlfriend. I ever think , I just know him 1month , how can I accept him? When he ask me, actually I dont like him anymore . So , I really feel confused what must I do , "accept or ignore" . But finally my heart say "Accept him" and I do it , I accept him and we are being couple . But , 2days after I accept him , I can feel if I love him . Day after day we are just chatting , never meet . Im so far with him .

But , day after day , I think he is be cold to me . He never text me first . Although , I text he first he is reply so short and even he dont reply . Example he just say : "Nice" , "Good" , "Yes" , "Good night" , "Really?" , and many others . Then , someday .. I think if he is not care and attention me more . I ask him " why u never care and attention me?" and he say "I feel i attention and care u" but i think no , he is never show if he attention and care me . Then someday I ask him to be Romantic guy , but he just answer "I cant , I want to be cool guy . I cant be romantic guy . If u wanna Romantic guy , search other guy" and I just feel if he is care to me there , when he ask me for search other guy .

He is really hate person who always ask to him "why why and why" . And I always do it , Always ask him "why bla bla bla" "why bla bla bla" . Someday I feel he cant understand me , so I chat with him like this :

Me : Why u never can understand me?

Him : Because u never can understand me too

Me : Can u prove?

Him : Yes ,Bcause u said "why cold?" Cold is my character .But u don't know and couldn't understand
One day I said "I think u r busy" , But u said "don't think I'm busy" . That is my kindness !!
When i cant reply ur message , I'm busy !! But u didnt understand!! and u said "don't think", Why?!! , U said many time "Why don't reply?"

Me : All is misunderstanding

Him : No , its true

Me :  I just want u message me , although im busy , so i say that

Almost every day after that Im always angry to him and say "sorry , please forgive me" , and he ever say "why u always angry? and after that u say sorry?" , I just can say " Because Im weak and I just can say what I feel" . And finally I think i have to say  "I can understand if u cant forgive me . I can understand if u hate me"  He didnt reply anything , And i feel so guilty so I message him " how ?" he reply "I hate you" . I say "funny u hate ur gf" and i dont know why he is answer me like this "sorry then , I made u sad , Really sorry . Im not hate you . I love you :*" Me : "Is that real from ur heart " Him : "yes , sorry . still love me?" Me : "of course , whatever happen Im still love you" . Day after day i think he little change became romantic and care me more . But one day he is change being cold again . And I ask why again , so there is a problem more until he say "maybe we must break up . I feel uncomfortable and I think when we being friend u are really friendly " . Even I dont want break up with him , I hold him . But he dont want and finally we are break up .

After that we are being friends like previously when we meet ,  Every day we are talks too like when we are being couple . But 1week after break up we are being "Lost Contact" , we never talks more .

That is my fun shit freak damn story love \(`⌂´*)/ (―˛―“) \(´▽`)/

Thank you for reading (з´⌣`ε)

Rillakuma

Backhugs = love

Long Distance Relationship

From My Experience , I have strategy for stand in long distace relationship . My Bf is from Japan and I'm from Indonesia . :)

• Trust. No secrets & no lies. I believe in Karma. So if you do something behind his back, in future, your other half will do it to you too.


• Communication. (Funny enough, I'm the one who has not much to say over the phone...lol) A distance relationship is really difficult to sustain and fragile... Remember to keep the spice over the phone. Distance relationships get boring on a faster level... Always give him something positive to look forward to. If you fill the conversation with laughter, wouldn't he die for more? :)


• Be careful when quarrelling. Never go to bed angry. My Bf and I are like North and South. Different views, opinions, etc. But when we quarrel, we remind ourselves to remain cool and calm in our voices. If we are too mad, we would say, "I'm angry right now. I need 10mins to cool down. I'll call you then." Cos when you are angry, you may say things you don't mean to say. And you wouldn't' want that to happen.

As for my Bf and I, we are still on a journey. But I look forward to the chance to realize whether it will truly work out with my Bf in the long run.

Cos for some, they ironically work out better being apart. :)