Fun Shit Freak Damn Love Story (┌˘▽˘)┌♥┐(˘▽˘┐)

One day , I found someone new . He is from Japan . Almost every day me and him chatting . He ask all about me  until He ask me for being his girlfriend. I ever think , I just know him 1month , how can I accept him? When he ask me, actually I dont like him anymore . So , I really feel confused what must I do , "accept or ignore" . But finally my heart say "Accept him" and I do it , I accept him and we are being couple . But , 2days after I accept him , I can feel if I love him . Day after day we are just chatting , never meet . Im so far with him .

But , day after day , I think he is be cold to me . He never text me first . Although , I text he first he is reply so short and even he dont reply . Example he just say : "Nice" , "Good" , "Yes" , "Good night" , "Really?" , and many others . Then , someday .. I think if he is not care and attention me more . I ask him " why u never care and attention me?" and he say "I feel i attention and care u" but i think no , he is never show if he attention and care me . Then someday I ask him to be Romantic guy , but he just answer "I cant , I want to be cool guy . I cant be romantic guy . If u wanna Romantic guy , search other guy" and I just feel if he is care to me there , when he ask me for search other guy .

He is really hate person who always ask to him "why why and why" . And I always do it , Always ask him "why bla bla bla" "why bla bla bla" . Someday I feel he cant understand me , so I chat with him like this :

Me : Why u never can understand me?

Him : Because u never can understand me too

Me : Can u prove?

Him : Yes ,Bcause u said "why cold?" Cold is my character .But u don't know and couldn't understand
One day I said "I think u r busy" , But u said "don't think I'm busy" . That is my kindness !!
When i cant reply ur message , I'm busy !! But u didnt understand!! and u said "don't think", Why?!! , U said many time "Why don't reply?"

Me : All is misunderstanding

Him : No , its true

Me :  I just want u message me , although im busy , so i say that

Almost every day after that Im always angry to him and say "sorry , please forgive me" , and he ever say "why u always angry? and after that u say sorry?" , I just can say " Because Im weak and I just can say what I feel" . And finally I think i have to say  "I can understand if u cant forgive me . I can understand if u hate me"  He didnt reply anything , And i feel so guilty so I message him " how ?" he reply "I hate you" . I say "funny u hate ur gf" and i dont know why he is answer me like this "sorry then , I made u sad , Really sorry . Im not hate you . I love you :*" Me : "Is that real from ur heart " Him : "yes , sorry . still love me?" Me : "of course , whatever happen Im still love you" . Day after day i think he little change became romantic and care me more . But one day he is change being cold again . And I ask why again , so there is a problem more until he say "maybe we must break up . I feel uncomfortable and I think when we being friend u are really friendly " . Even I dont want break up with him , I hold him . But he dont want and finally we are break up .

After that we are being friends like previously when we meet ,  Every day we are talks too like when we are being couple . But 1week after break up we are being "Lost Contact" , we never talks more .

That is my fun shit freak damn story love \(`⌂´*)/ (―˛―“) \(´▽`)/

Thank you for reading (з´⌣`ε)